Sorry I haven’t written. Lots have been going on. I bought a house in Austin, I’m living here now, trying to love it, mostlyy though I’m sad about it. I can’t shake this funk I’m in. Good things happen and I want to be with my uamily, bad things happen and I want be with my family. I don’t know if this want has to do with me being so ignored. You know you’re in a bad spot when your own family blows you off.
Jesus! Why do I still let this get to me! I am not good at this. I don’t know how to to handle this u feeling with grace.
I have no friends
Family treats me like I’m a 2nd class citizen z
I’m forced to show only happy feelings at home 🏡 but that’s a story for another Day
Ps.
Why don’t people like me? Am I really that bad?
