so, I’m going to make this quick. Short even. This list isn’t in order and this isn’t a sappy “cry for help” it’s just a list of my current “what’s going on” and “how are you”
1. I had to start going to ptsd counseling for one of the worst things I’ve ever been through, the reason why I cant stand the smell of beer and other unmentionables. No one knows, not even my family.
2. I am buying a house. I am buying a house in a state I don’t like and away from everyone I love.
3. I am constantly alone. I spend my days by myself and despite being in a “group family chat” I am the only one who ever says anything. Even asking them for help, I don’t get an answer. I’m not sure which makes me more lonely, talking to my family and no one answering or spending my days alone.
4. These aren’t good or great things. These are life things. We all go thru them, I just happen to be venting it here.
