Wednesday

A something

 I woke up today around 3am. I tried to go back to sleep, drifting in and out of a conscience state. 

I woke up today following a night of strange dreams and constant pain. 

I woke up today, with a feeling of unease. 

someone, somewhere, something is going to happen. It's like waiting for a storm to come through, a hailstorm to happen. 

It's a feeling of dread. A pit in my stomach. A hollow in my heart. 

It's a something and I am sorry. 

I end this by saying, you are my eyes, my ears, my arms, my legs, the thoughts in my head, and all the feelings in my heart. 

You are my today

My tomorrow 

My together forever 

My best friend and always 

You know who you are

You are the good part of my day

You are my light

.. And for what its worth — I miss you even more when you're out of sight


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