so this is going to be short and sweet, let’s call it a wish list of sorts. I’ll update it, change it and probably delete it... But for now, it is what it is.
In no order, This is my grand list of all things wanted & wished for ❤️
1. Learn how to drive!
2. Travel more (Anywhere)
3. Figure out a way to get my dad to forgive
4. Figure out a way to get my family to be proud of me.
5. Come to terms with living in pain. (No kerri, Santa isn’t real and wishes do not come true)
6. Learn how to save money.
7. I’d like to know more about my family - good or bad - stories, experiences, thoughts, regrets, dreams and wishes.
8. I’d like to know what my family honestly thinks about me, good? Bad?
9. I’d like to read something special that my mom and dad wrote to me, something to read when I’m older and gray, something that they might not have ever told me.
10. I would like to know how to make a friend. That ones important as I only have one. That one person is my mom. (There might be some unwritten rule where parents have to like their kids)
This is a collection of journal entries. A compilation of thoughts that I have written in the margins of books, words scribbled out on the back of paper napkins and sentences taken from the lines of an old notebook. I doubt this will ever be read, But if you happen to stumble across it? Please be careful. Its all I have..
Tuesday
Happy and Always
I wake up in the morning, only to be sad I awake again. I don't wish to be here, I live in constant, chronic agony. I have lost years ...
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I found love years ago, last month last week, and over the weekend. I found love today and I’ll find it tomorrow together, forever, and alw...
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I woke up today around 3am. I tried to go back to sleep, drifting in and out of a conscience state. I woke up today following a night of s...
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U You You are gone But you will never Ever Be Forgotten Mr. Christopher Larkin