So the other day, we celebrated my moms birthday. By “we” I mean all of us. It was my Mom, my dad, my sisters and their partners - they included Us! I felt a bit nervous, I was careful not to talk. Don’t say a word, Just take it all in. It felt nice. I felt included. I was part of the family, I was in the moment instead of being an afterthought. It made my ❤️ happy.
I like being a part of something, there was a connection and I was a part of it, ☺️
This is a collection of journal entries. A compilation of thoughts that I have written in the margins of books, words scribbled out on the back of paper napkins and sentences taken from the lines of an old notebook. I doubt this will ever be read, But if you happen to stumble across it? Please be careful. Its all I have..
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May 24, 2026 I wrote a bit today. I played in the garden for awhile and I cleaned some algae off of a lily pad. I had to force myself to st...
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I woke up today around 3am. I tried to go back to sleep, drifting in and out of a conscience state. I woke up today following a night of s...
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I found love years ago, last month last week, and over the weekend. I found love today and I’ll find it tomorrow together, forever, and alw...
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Every night it's the same. It's been the same for months now, my mind is set on repeat and I am desperately trying to remember all ...