I’d pray if I could..

Something really bad is going to happen this year.
I just hope that  everyone knows I love them. It’s time like this that I wish I was religious. I’m not, I can’t.
What I do believe is when you die, you get to live your life over again. You get a “do-over” a chance to make things right. To go left instead of right, to relive every “would of” and “could have.” To say yes instead of no and to say NO - only louder. It’s changing the doubts and to turn the negatives into positive ones. Like a great big “Choose your own adventure book.”  You’ll never be lonely and you won’t get scared. Nothing bad can happen...
whatever it will be, the downside to this is you’ll be leaving all someone loves you behind, even if it’s just for a little awhile. It’s a little while that you won’t be around...
That’s what scares me, I’ll be here. You’ll be there and I don’t know how to live without you.