Something really bad is going to happen this year.
I just hope that everyone knows I love them. It’s time like this that I wish I was religious. I’m not, I can’t.
What I do believe is when you die, you get to live your life over again. You get a “do-over” a chance to make things right. To go left instead of right, to relive every “would of” and “could have.” To say yes instead of no and to say NO - only louder. It’s changing the doubts and to turn the negatives into positive ones. Like a great big “Choose your own adventure book.” You’ll never be lonely and you won’t get scared. Nothing bad can happen...
whatever it will be, the downside to this is you’ll be leaving all someone loves you behind, even if it’s just for a little awhile. It’s a little while that you won’t be around...
That’s what scares me, I’ll be here. You’ll be there and I don’t know how to live without you.
This is a collection of journal entries. A compilation of thoughts that I have written in the margins of books, words scribbled out on the back of paper napkins and sentences taken from the lines of an old notebook. I doubt this will ever be read, But if you happen to stumble across it? Please be careful. Its all I have..
Friday
Happy and Always
I wake up in the morning, only to be sad I awake again. I don't wish to be here, I live in constant, chronic agony. I have lost years ...
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I found love years ago, last month last week, and over the weekend. I found love today and I’ll find it tomorrow together, forever, and alw...
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I woke up today around 3am. I tried to go back to sleep, drifting in and out of a conscience state. I woke up today following a night of s...
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U You You are gone But you will never Ever Be Forgotten Mr. Christopher Larkin