Monday

No Sleep Til...

The weekend was bad 
Today was bad
Tonight is bad
There’s tears in my eyes and I can’t sleep. It’s so bad. I’m watching someone drown in emotions. Their emotions have taken over, absolute fear has set in. What used to work, no longer works. 
I feel so helpless. So completely alone. My words are unheard, my actions are useless, I don’t know what to do. I wish I had an answer. That I could come up with a cure... 
I am literally watching someone drown and I don’t have a life raft.
I can’t sleep, I don’t know what to do. I can’t do much of anything.


One Letter

 May 24, 2026 I wrote a bit today. I played in the garden for awhile and I cleaned some algae off of a lily pad. I had to force myself to st...