Monday

No Sleep Til...

The weekend was bad 
Today was bad
Tonight is bad
There’s tears in my eyes and I can’t sleep. It’s so bad. I’m watching someone drown in emotions. Their emotions have taken over, absolute fear has set in. What used to work, no longer works. 
I feel so helpless. So completely alone. My words are unheard, my actions are useless, I don’t know what to do. I wish I had an answer. That I could come up with a cure... 
I am literally watching someone drown and I don’t have a life raft.
I can’t sleep, I don’t know what to do. I can’t do much of anything.


Happy and Always

  I wake up in the morning, only to be sad I awake again. I don't wish to be here, I live in constant, chronic agony. I have lost years ...