Let me just put this out there.
I am alone.
I am beyond lonely,
So much alone that when I send messages in family chat, they get skipped over. Seemingly unnoticed and never responded too.
So much alone that I have no friends. No, not even one.
So much alone that I can’t even pay people to visit me.
So much alone that even though my family loves me, I know they don’t like me.
So much alone that they don’t talk to me either.
So much alone that this is the only way I can be heard.
This is a collection of journal entries. A compilation of thoughts that I have written in the margins of books, words scribbled out on the back of paper napkins and sentences taken from the lines of an old notebook. I doubt this will ever be read, But if you happen to stumble across it? Please be careful. Its all I have..
One Letter
May 24, 2026 I wrote a bit today. I played in the garden for awhile and I cleaned some algae off of a lily pad. I had to force myself to st...
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I woke up today around 3am. I tried to go back to sleep, drifting in and out of a conscience state. I woke up today following a night of s...
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I found love years ago, last month last week, and over the weekend. I found love today and I’ll find it tomorrow together, forever, and alw...
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Every night it's the same. It's been the same for months now, my mind is set on repeat and I am desperately trying to remember all ...