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OK.. so its 2:00 in the afternoon, I am at work. The exercise guy is here and wants to know why I always start class late. If he only knew the half of it. We had a number of deaths this week. I cant stay focused and its just so freaking lonely around here. At least in NYC if you felt even the least bit alone all you had to do was stand outside for a minute, there was so many people around that you could just get caught up in the crowd. Here.. its another story. Public transportation sucks. Theres no where to go in the middle of the night, people around here.. I don't seem to understand. I can never tell where niceness ends and flakiness begins. I miss ny.. and I just can't seem to snap out this distractive state.