Saturday

The N or the R?

What better place to start then here. Today I got to work late, I didnt bother washing my hair again. Later on I will wash it, besides Its better later on - when its just a little bit dirty. Speaking of later. Later came early today. So early that I find myself on the express bus to manhattan. I get to take the subway tonight.. The N or the R - it doesn't matter as I get lost anyways. I brought some peanut butter sandwiches with me. I really dont need much more then that.. well some batteries and perhaps a pen, some old scraps of paper and maybe a juice box.

Speaking of Pens.. Oh Alice, whats a girl to do? I'm supposed to go to the 2600 meet friday. Will you be there? I tend to think that a boy like you wouldn't dream of going to a place like that. I am not exactly sure a girl like me is supposed to dream going to places like that either.

Stuck in traffic.waiting for some cars to move. go cars go. I should have taken the train. I would like to have a bite of sandwich, but the yellow sign resting above the drivers head clearly states that eating on the bus is against the law - so perhaps instead of eating I will just nibble a little. Theres no rules about nibbling... so nibble away I shall..So alice, did I tell you? do you know about it? Has somone told you? Well Alice.. I am moving. Moving To a very nice 2 bedroom apartment in the gentrified part of brooklyn. Park Slope to be exact. But as I said its a two bedroom apartment. I will have a roomate. He is nice, knows all about tesla coils and radioactive waste. Gay I am sure.

Alice - I think your grandmother will approve.well.. I've got to go.miss you terribly.

Happy and Always

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