This is a collection of journal entries. A compilation of thoughts that I have written in the margins of books, words scribbled out on the back of paper napkins and sentences taken from the lines of an old notebook. I doubt this will ever be read, But if you happen to stumble across it? Please be careful. Its all I have..
Saturday
falling one by one..
Why is it that I always melt in the rain? Why couldnt it be that I grow long legs in the rain so I can run as fast as dream or that whenever it rains I am kissed by some slow and passionate stranger who smells like summer and tastes of christmas. I can think of a million things to do in the rain, no wait a million and one things but sadly, when it rains, I always melt. I slip and disaper away like some swirly little puddle of oil. Melting is what I am good at. People don't always notice us melters, people in general dont notice melters. They are much more concerned with opening old umbrella's and wearing stinky rubber galoshes, running to work and splashing into puddle stained taxi cabs. Not us melters though, we go to where the rain rains the hardest, often just standing there facing upwards and wait patiently for the tears to come. If you haven't noticed yet, when walking down the busiest street on the buisiest day in a frightfully busy downpour, you can cry your hardest and no one would ever notice. One by one the Teardrops fall and you can never tell which is which.
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May 24, 2026 I wrote a bit today. I played in the garden for awhile and I cleaned some algae off of a lily pad. I had to force myself to st...
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I woke up today around 3am. I tried to go back to sleep, drifting in and out of a conscience state. I woke up today following a night of s...
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I found love years ago, last month last week, and over the weekend. I found love today and I’ll find it tomorrow together, forever, and alw...
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