I am starving.
Cheeseburgers, chicken nuggets, real bread. Good pasta...
Sandwiches and cakes, potato chips and my favorite soup. Heck, soup crackers. My thoughts are of food.
Gastroparesis is no joke. I am 100% full after one bite
No gluten
No dairy
No capscaicin (no black pepper, no chili pepper)
It’s maddening to be this hungry
I’m down to 130
And yes my spelling sucks
It’s 5am.
Who cares I just want a sandwich
This is a collection of journal entries. A compilation of thoughts that I have written in the margins of books, words scribbled out on the back of paper napkins and sentences taken from the lines of an old notebook. I doubt this will ever be read, But if you happen to stumble across it? Please be careful. Its all I have..
Happy and Always
I wake up in the morning, only to be sad I awake again. I don't wish to be here, I live in constant, chronic agony. I have lost years ...
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I woke up today around 3am. I tried to go back to sleep, drifting in and out of a conscience state. I woke up today following a night of s...
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I found love years ago, last month last week, and over the weekend. I found love today and I’ll find it tomorrow together, forever, and alw...
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U You You are gone But you will never Ever Be Forgotten Mr. Christopher Larkin