Monday

Demons of despair

I have a great if mass of feelings in my stomach.
I feel it. It’s anxiety and worry, stress, sadness and despair. I am going to lose someone this year, my world is going to grow dark. I can’t do a single damn thing about it.

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Dear..

 Dear Christopher,  I think I found it.  Maybe now, we can start living again.  Always,  - me

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