This is a collection of journal entries. A compilation of thoughts that I have written in the margins of books, words scribbled out on the back of paper napkins and sentences taken from the lines of an old notebook. I doubt this will ever be read, But if you happen to stumble across it? Please be careful. Its all I have..
Tuesday
Lights out
Usually, I save these sensitive “brain dumps” for evenings, things that bother or hurt me. Speaking of which does some things bother me more at night? Anyway, I digress. Today I’m talking about something that I am actually proud of. As you know, I did some intense ptsd counseling a few months ago, it was brutal. So much, that I couldn’t finish it. That being said, where normally I’d leave all the lights on in the house when I’m alone at night, I can now turn them all off. Something good did come out of it. How’s that for a positive ❤️
Happy and Always
I wake up in the morning, only to be sad I awake again. I don't wish to be here, I live in constant, chronic agony. I have lost years ...
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I woke up today around 3am. I tried to go back to sleep, drifting in and out of a conscience state. I woke up today following a night of s...
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I found love years ago, last month last week, and over the weekend. I found love today and I’ll find it tomorrow together, forever, and alw...
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U You You are gone But you will never Ever Be Forgotten Mr. Christopher Larkin