There’s a queazy, uneasy feeling that’s brewing in my belly. It’s been like this since yesterday. Something bad is going to happen, it’s a crescendo of wrong. Something isn’t right. The stars aren’t lined up...
It’s about to happen - but what?
I can feel it in my heart. It’s right here, right in there. Center straight and a little left of my soul. What did I do? Who have I hurt? There’s karma here, karma has something to do with it. This is some kind of a payback. Today was a good day. No - today was a great day.
The universe doesn’t allow girls like me to have days like this. Good days without some kind of retribution.
Is this a continuation of yesterday. Does everyone know I love them?
I’m sorry... I can’t say it enough.
I’m waiting for the other shoe to drop.
Shit. I need Xanax.
This is a collection of journal entries. A compilation of thoughts that I have written in the margins of books, words scribbled out on the back of paper napkins and sentences taken from the lines of an old notebook. I doubt this will ever be read, But if you happen to stumble across it? Please be careful. Its all I have..
Thursday
Dear..
Dear Christopher, I think I found it. Maybe now, we can start living again. Always, - me
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I woke up today around 3am. I tried to go back to sleep, drifting in and out of a conscience state. I woke up today following a night of s...
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I found love years ago, last month last week, and over the weekend. I found love today and I’ll find it tomorrow together, forever, and alw...
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Every night it's the same. It's been the same for months now, my mind is set on repeat and I am desperately trying to remember all ...