My gripe today is happening now instead of later. Usually I dump on here what’s been bugging me throughout the day. Scratch that, reverse it - today it’s morning.
Ask me if I’d be over the moon excited if someone, if ANYONE was taking about visiting me here in Texas, the answer would be an obvious yes. Yes, without question. I can’t say the same about anyone being excited about me visiting them in NY. Wait. My mom seemed happy :) so that was good. I wish things were different with everyone else, I wish this didn’t bother me so much. I wish I was better at treating them like they treat me. “Give what you get” instead of “unconditional.”
This is a collection of journal entries. A compilation of thoughts that I have written in the margins of books, words scribbled out on the back of paper napkins and sentences taken from the lines of an old notebook. I doubt this will ever be read, But if you happen to stumble across it? Please be careful. Its all I have..
Thursday
Happy and Always
I wake up in the morning, only to be sad I awake again. I don't wish to be here, I live in constant, chronic agony. I have lost years ...
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I woke up today around 3am. I tried to go back to sleep, drifting in and out of a conscience state. I woke up today following a night of s...
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I found love years ago, last month last week, and over the weekend. I found love today and I’ll find it tomorrow together, forever, and alw...
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U You You are gone But you will never Ever Be Forgotten Mr. Christopher Larkin