Its almost 2am. I Started writing this at 1:00. For some reason this is as far as I have gotten. It hurts I guess. I go through great lengths trying to keep it all contained, No drips or drops. Just one tied up box. A neat little package of sorts.
But how do I begin? Where do I start? This was after the whole knife thing. It was after that one time..
He said he had a way to make me stronger.
( I can't write anymore tonight, this is already going to mess with my sleep. Its going to be one of those nights. Maybe more tomorow? Perhaps the day after that? One day when I am feeling brave.)
This is a collection of journal entries. A compilation of thoughts that I have written in the margins of books, words scribbled out on the back of paper napkins and sentences taken from the lines of an old notebook. I doubt this will ever be read, But if you happen to stumble across it? Please be careful. Its all I have..
Monday
Happy and Always
I wake up in the morning, only to be sad I awake again. I don't wish to be here, I live in constant, chronic agony. I have lost years ...
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I found love years ago, last month last week, and over the weekend. I found love today and I’ll find it tomorrow together, forever, and alw...
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I woke up today around 3am. I tried to go back to sleep, drifting in and out of a conscience state. I woke up today following a night of s...
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U You You are gone But you will never Ever Be Forgotten Mr. Christopher Larkin