Friday

I hope you get this before you go.

Your gone today. Your leaving, You've left.. your gone. Its so understated, Such a simply thing.
I'm not sure what I am going to do, My days have been spent waiting to talk to you. My nights, That strange, sleepy dreamless time where I spend it talking to you. But now, its over and your gone.

I don't know if you will come back, There is a chance you won't. Something might happen between here and there and.. you might get lost, Forget where you put it. Miss placed yourself. You know? I have to prepare for that. That just in case scenario. I've tried to be good, I've been learning to trust. I.. I.. So many things I've been trying. You have to see that? But this has got me scared. This, You.. leaving.

I just need you to come back..

I'll keep you though.. For a little while, I'll keep you safe, A pocket, Somewhere deep inside my heart where even I can't touch it. You can stay there until.. well until the stars fall. Then you'll become just another wish.


Oh and last night? I had to say what I said last night, in case you didn't come back. Didn't you get that?

Don't you know that no one ever comes back..

Happy and Always

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