heard a spark. Something that glowed.
Hello? Are you there? Is anyone still listening?
So many different faces. The names change but the voice remains the same. A wanting, needing voice. A dividing, demanding voice. Taking me away from you. Giving my body to the lonely. I'm trying to please you. I can't let you down. Making each and every one of you happy. Its work you see and a devastating blow if I don't succeed. Now, Sometimes Wishing I wasn't me, Wishing that maybe I was more then just a face on your screen.
How do you see me?
I'm Alienated & yet its so crowded.
like me.
Pressured & unaccomplished.
love me.
The pacing and the confusion.
The door is closed and I am alone.
You didn't hear that did you?
Did you know that, Somewhere in there, Somehow in there - I lost myself. Since When did you start becoming you and how did I lose me?
There is so much going on.
Sometimes the voices don't stop. Banging myself silly just to make sense of it all.
But what if I stopped? What if I stopped Just for awhile.. to make it go slower. We could go to a secret island someplace. Just you me and a striped suit. Dreaming in color of something slow.
Its rambling and I am jumbled.
Just remember my strange little fox - Every little piece of your life will mean something to someone
This is a collection of journal entries. A compilation of thoughts that I have written in the margins of books, words scribbled out on the back of paper napkins and sentences taken from the lines of an old notebook. I doubt this will ever be read, But if you happen to stumble across it? Please be careful. Its all I have..
Happy and Always
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U You You are gone But you will never Ever Be Forgotten Mr. Christopher Larkin