Dear ... ?
to everyone I have ever loved. I apologize, I am sorry for not being who you thought I was, for making you dream or even wish on somthing that never was. It wasn't you, despite what I made you feel. It was me. Its always been me. Right after I liked you and as you died I made you a promise. I said I'd never forget, that I'd always keep you. So there you are, a small piece of something stuck somewhere inside of me, a permanence caught in my throat.. I see you in my eyes and hear you in my ears. Your always with me. I hope this doesn't frighten you. But I think of you often. I don't mean to offend. This is somthing that just needs to be said. Now that its been said I can use this oppertunity to write you somtime.
Is anyone still here?
This is a collection of journal entries. A compilation of thoughts that I have written in the margins of books, words scribbled out on the back of paper napkins and sentences taken from the lines of an old notebook. I doubt this will ever be read, But if you happen to stumble across it? Please be careful. Its all I have..
Happy and Always
I wake up in the morning, only to be sad I awake again. I don't wish to be here, I live in constant, chronic agony. I have lost years ...
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I found love years ago, last month last week, and over the weekend. I found love today and I’ll find it tomorrow together, forever, and alw...
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I woke up today around 3am. I tried to go back to sleep, drifting in and out of a conscience state. I woke up today following a night of s...
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U You You are gone But you will never Ever Be Forgotten Mr. Christopher Larkin