Monday

could-do's..

Its been monthes, perhaps even a year. Seemingly its only been days, perhaps even minutes. I should be used to it.

Its been weeks, days have gone by. Why am I still counting?

The memories linger, thoughts remain. Losing you in a bottle of tequila only to find you in the bottom of my glass.

Oh I could move on, I could forget about you. I could do alot. But upon you leaving, you took somthing I didnt even know existed. So until I get it back, I refuse to forget.. despite what all the could-do's tell me to do.

Happy and Always

  I wake up in the morning, only to be sad I awake again. I don't wish to be here, I live in constant, chronic agony. I have lost years ...