Its been monthes, perhaps even a year. Seemingly its only been days, perhaps even minutes. I should be used to it.
Its been weeks, days have gone by. Why am I still counting?
The memories linger, thoughts remain. Losing you in a bottle of tequila only to find you in the bottom of my glass.
Oh I could move on, I could forget about you. I could do alot. But upon you leaving, you took somthing I didnt even know existed. So until I get it back, I refuse to forget.. despite what all the could-do's tell me to do.
This is a collection of journal entries. A compilation of thoughts that I have written in the margins of books, words scribbled out on the back of paper napkins and sentences taken from the lines of an old notebook. I doubt this will ever be read, But if you happen to stumble across it? Please be careful. Its all I have..
One Letter
May 24, 2026 I wrote a bit today. I played in the garden for awhile and I cleaned some algae off of a lily pad. I had to force myself to st...
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I woke up today around 3am. I tried to go back to sleep, drifting in and out of a conscience state. I woke up today following a night of s...
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I found love years ago, last month last week, and over the weekend. I found love today and I’ll find it tomorrow together, forever, and alw...
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Every night it's the same. It's been the same for months now, my mind is set on repeat and I am desperately trying to remember all ...