Saturday

the sunshiny glittery bit of sparkling cold white hell..

February 6, 2004 - Friday

tired, sad phones ringing, bored, job applications, frowny upside down smiley, snow, ectastatic loneliness, clinging, frustrated,silent toaster popping burps, dumb bored, broken eggs playful, lonely wet shoes, scared, stinky dogs, fiesty, burnt coffee, you shrinking, stale chocolate, bitter sweet, cramped, go away, retail hell, so painfully missed, smarty smart happy I'm so brilliantly annoyed.

Happy and Always

  I wake up in the morning, only to be sad I awake again. I don't wish to be here, I live in constant, chronic agony. I have lost years ...