How is it that your always there and I am always here.
The phone keeps ringing and i am losing my head in its silence. Stop ringing. stop the screaming. the silence is giving me a headache. Empty voices hammer into me about things that can't be understood. I dont want to talk to anyone, I dont want to go anywhere. I wish the great hand of the ocean would just pull the plug and all of this would go down its deep dark drain. That all the fishes would grow human faces and we would all just melt away. Dropping rainbows and tilting clouds. falling moons and blinking suns. Its all there right in front of us and we would just slide down that drain. Clog the pores of the sea with our dreams while we violently thrash against its spiriling sadness.
When did I stop listening? How did this happen? When did I stop becoming you and why did you stop being me? I lose my breath with a somday hope that you might leave me alone. It would be easier. I don't love you. I never have. This us business leaves a bitter taste in my mouth. There is no us. How can there be an us when there isnt even a Me?
Stop calling.
