Put on a happy face - Or so they say.
In all actuality, I feel like there’s this cloud over us. Good and positive things are happening, we are desperately trying to move forward. But! but everything we do, every place we go, we do it with a cloud trailing behind us. It’s always there you know, like we can’t enjoy these good things. How can we? I’m trying to step over the puddles here, trudging along and grasping for whatever happy comes my way.
Finding the good and Focusing on the positive.
Ps. In case you Didn’t know? I am ever grateful to you for letting me dump my thoughts here. ❤️
This is a collection of journal entries. A compilation of thoughts that I have written in the margins of books, words scribbled out on the back of paper napkins and sentences taken from the lines of an old notebook. I doubt this will ever be read, But if you happen to stumble across it? Please be careful. Its all I have..
Happy and Always
I wake up in the morning, only to be sad I awake again. I don't wish to be here, I live in constant, chronic agony. I have lost years ...
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I woke up today around 3am. I tried to go back to sleep, drifting in and out of a conscience state. I woke up today following a night of s...
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I found love years ago, last month last week, and over the weekend. I found love today and I’ll find it tomorrow together, forever, and alw...
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U You You are gone But you will never Ever Be Forgotten Mr. Christopher Larkin