Can you keep a secret?
I’m assuming you said yes? Maybe?
It depends on the secret?
Well I have a secret. I’m actually full of them. Today my secret is, sometimes I wish I never left home. That I wake up in the middle of the night, wishing that I was anywhere but here. I have you and her, she and he. Them. All of them back home. If I was near them, if I was close to you maybe then I wouldn’t worry about you so much. I don’t have anyone here. I have no one. I am painfully and utterly alone.
But if I was there, I’d have you and we can talk. Make plans and discuss obscurity. We could be together and that great big aching hole in my heart would be full again.
This is a collection of journal entries. A compilation of thoughts that I have written in the margins of books, words scribbled out on the back of paper napkins and sentences taken from the lines of an old notebook. I doubt this will ever be read, But if you happen to stumble across it? Please be careful. Its all I have..
Happy and Always
I wake up in the morning, only to be sad I awake again. I don't wish to be here, I live in constant, chronic agony. I have lost years ...
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I woke up today around 3am. I tried to go back to sleep, drifting in and out of a conscience state. I woke up today following a night of s...
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I found love years ago, last month last week, and over the weekend. I found love today and I’ll find it tomorrow together, forever, and alw...
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U You You are gone But you will never Ever Be Forgotten Mr. Christopher Larkin