Sunday

Barraged

i can only swallow my thoughts so many times in a day. I am ignored by most of my family. Unable to feel anything but happiness at home. I have no friends and it’s times like this that I feel so utterly alone. My mom is the only person I feel l feel like is my friend. When she passes, it will be just me and then I’ll know how she feels. 
So utterly, fucking, alone. 
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Dear..

 Dear Christopher,  I think I found it.  Maybe now, we can start living again.  Always,  - me

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