so this one is going to happen in bits & pieces
My mom & dad are my heroes. I know that, you know that and I think, I hope that they know that.
My sisters? Hmm. They are the “cool kids” and every shred of attention I get from them, I hooks very dear to my heart. I’ve tried for years to get close to them. One sister sister was kind but oblivious the sister? She is a bully. I’m in my 40’s and she is in her 40’s at some point she needs to stop point out what’s wrong With me. At some point I’m supposed to stop caring.
This is a collection of journal entries. A compilation of thoughts that I have written in the margins of books, words scribbled out on the back of paper napkins and sentences taken from the lines of an old notebook. I doubt this will ever be read, But if you happen to stumble across it? Please be careful. Its all I have..
Friday
One Letter
May 24, 2026 I wrote a bit today. I played in the garden for awhile and I cleaned some algae off of a lily pad. I had to force myself to st...
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I woke up today around 3am. I tried to go back to sleep, drifting in and out of a conscience state. I woke up today following a night of s...
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I found love years ago, last month last week, and over the weekend. I found love today and I’ll find it tomorrow together, forever, and alw...
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Every night it's the same. It's been the same for months now, my mind is set on repeat and I am desperately trying to remember all ...