Saturday

Current state...

Current state of sadness.

I looked out the window. The sky is blue and everything is green. It's bright. Beautiful and for a minute, I was so full of hope, that I couldn't dream  of sorrow.

But then I draw the shades. Close the curtain and go back to my life.
It's grey and I am dark.
My world is a solitary one .

Happy and Always

  I wake up in the morning, only to be sad I awake again. I don't wish to be here, I live in constant, chronic agony. I have lost years ...