October eyes and My toes are still warm from lasts night cold. Outside on the cool pavement of an old driveway, a unnoticed shiver raced through my body. Staring up into the stars, and wondering if maybe your real after all.
You are aren't you?
How many days has it been since that moment. That very first second? Its over 40 hours later and I am still here. You've caught my attention and I am left curious. Somehow I think you know that.
I wasn't dancing and you weren't working. It had nothing to do with tattoo's - Something else you said. All I remember is the depth of an October Sky and how it seemed to go on forever.
So I am not sure why I am writing this, I doubt you'll ever read it. I guess in my own little way, I am asking you that If I lay here, If I just lay here - would you lie with me and just forget the world?
This is a collection of journal entries. A compilation of thoughts that I have written in the margins of books, words scribbled out on the back of paper napkins and sentences taken from the lines of an old notebook. I doubt this will ever be read, But if you happen to stumble across it? Please be careful. Its all I have..
Happy and Always
I wake up in the morning, only to be sad I awake again. I don't wish to be here, I live in constant, chronic agony. I have lost years ...
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I found love years ago, last month last week, and over the weekend. I found love today and I’ll find it tomorrow together, forever, and alw...
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I woke up today around 3am. I tried to go back to sleep, drifting in and out of a conscience state. I woke up today following a night of s...
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U You You are gone But you will never Ever Be Forgotten Mr. Christopher Larkin