Sunday

sleepy still..

Late night whispers causing day long sleepy eyes. Four hours of sleep and the NY public library sent me home. Kind of made me smile, so long pulling a double shift. Today would not be a 14 hour day.. Despite my words, my most unladylike ways. Fuck Off Library!

You know, As much as I love the books and the words giving me my daily thrill. Today was a good day to leave early..

Leaving Early.. the words roll off my tongue, I close my eyes and smile within a sigh.

the train ran slow, my thoughts slower..

Slept on the train and slept when I got home. Pulling the shades and crawling to bed.
Thinking, thinking, thinking.. my thoughts finally found rest and sleep took over..


Despite the sun being so bright my dreams found me..

Happy and Always

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