Friday

Alice and the Ancient Thought.

Its morning someplace. Somewhere the sun is breaking through. Last nights stars are fading. Did you remember your wishes?

Sitting here in my big black chair. I stare out onto the curtained landscape, the one right past my window and think.

I am deliriously tired. Staying awake only to remember some ancient thought.

Alice I think.

Alice. Still in my thoughts, my hearts aches for your more now then ever. Where have you been? I shut my eyes and there you are, looking up at me. Right there under my lashes. Being clever and oh so true.

You know I am not one for taking chances, but maybe. Just once..For something to believe in? I think I'd like to try. ..

Happy and Always

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