Monday

picking

the skin around my thumb has been picked. I pick it when I'm waiting for the bus. I pick it on noisy airplanes and while waiting for the subway. Sometimes I dont have a reason for picking. I just like to pick. I don't really know why I pick, or just why that spot appeals to me so.

My dear sweet picking thumb - how I love you so!

sometimes when I am meeting someone for the first time, I'll hide it. Kinda cup it in the fold of my fingers and hope that no one notices.

picking thumbs aren't very sexy. Its not a great turn on and itsn ot much of a conversation starter. This whole picking business, I bet it annoys most people. Although at times.. when sitting amongst the high and mighty, a table setting for 8 - napkins all around. I think about showing it off.

" check out my new car "
" OH Henry, I just love your apartment "
" Susie your so stylish "

uhm.. I have a thumb and somtimes I like to pick it.

Happy and Always

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