Monday

one more time for me..

10:30 on a sunday. I am upstate this weekend due to a doctors appt. tomorow morning. Not really what to say, Pretty sure I forgot the words to write and the punctuation to puncuate. But really now.. what do I say?
should I tell you about my day and how I bought some fantastic local wine and hard cider? maybe I should tell you about my dinner and how it made my insides feel happy. Still and yet i could tell you that my grandma is dying and how I forgot to care. harsh yet Its all true.

So the other day I had a stroke of brilliancy. That I was to become a mail order bride... I came to that conclusion and it failed miserably. I did the research and found there isnt much use for a an american girl being elsewheres.. specially american girls with pink hair and a fat cat name kitten. So much for sleeplessly sleepless nights and the ideas they insist on bringing.

what are you up to? have you been sleeping well?how are things and does your job still make you happy?

Happy and Always

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