I have short hair now. Its dyed black with little bangs framing my forhead. It doesnt help much in the grand scheme of things and it cost me 50$ - cash. I often like to follow up my answers to people with the term.. " I have bangs " most dont get it. Not that it should. Its just a little thing inside of me that makes my thoughts wander and my brain smile. When I first got my hair cut, and my bangs were new. I thought maybe it would be a life changing thing.. that somehow everyone in brooklyn would notice and that somehow I would no longer be the mishapen egg girl..
on the subway.. " excuse me miss? but I can't help but admire your NEW BANGS! "
on the street.. " Hey Boo! nice BANGS! "
at the store.. " free stuff to all girls with BANGS! "
My, my.. if I think hard enough, I can imagine all of you, looking at all of me.. and my New bangs.. Oh Kerri! We just love your new bangs! during my imagination game, I might be wearing a polka dotted princess dress, tiffany might be playing in the background. We'd eat double frosted cupcakes, and there'd be dancing on the tables. You'd be there, I'd be there, we might spin in circles and won't be shy doing it. Can't you just imagine it? You, Me and all our cute new Bangs!
" Cute haircut" "I like your bangs" "wow check out those bangs"
bangs bangs bangs.
who knows what will happen later.. I know that right now, this very second, writing this to you. My insides are happy.. hopefully, your insides are happy too..
bangs and all..
This is a collection of journal entries. A compilation of thoughts that I have written in the margins of books, words scribbled out on the back of paper napkins and sentences taken from the lines of an old notebook. I doubt this will ever be read, But if you happen to stumble across it? Please be careful. Its all I have..
Happy and Always
I wake up in the morning, only to be sad I awake again. I don't wish to be here, I live in constant, chronic agony. I have lost years ...
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I found love years ago, last month last week, and over the weekend. I found love today and I’ll find it tomorrow together, forever, and alw...
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I woke up today around 3am. I tried to go back to sleep, drifting in and out of a conscience state. I woke up today following a night of s...
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U You You are gone But you will never Ever Be Forgotten Mr. Christopher Larkin