Monday

dag.

I hope I got on the right train today, I got off work early, a couple hours even. I killed some times in the supermarket, pouring over low carb bread and reduced calorie cookies. I got some potato rolls & an entimans.dag. what to do when not working, watch tv? read a book? somtimes I hang out in hospital waiting rooms and airport terminals, other times I ride the subway end to end. All of it just to write a few lines in little notebook. I don't really do much, girls like me aren't really blessed in the social scheme of things. That is, outside the project/target world.Oh hey, I bought a bag today with something catchy written on it, " a new book is on that you haven't read yet " or somthing like that. I think tonight I'll go hang out on the rook, catch some stars, make a wish or two..

ps. Checking out the subway ads, just why is sweaty sexy?

Happy and Always

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