Monday

blip bleep blop blip..

momentary blip. forgot where I was going, ended up somewhere else.
Lost my stop & landed here.
N-express, R Local..
Damn subways. Waiting again.
Found a clue. got on a train. drip. drip. dripping.
my nose is running. cute boy is look. look. looking.
Suddenly smiling. Screeching subway sniffles..
boy is still looking..
Tissueless & I'm still dripping.
he noticed.
I thought my hair might cover it, I thought the music blaring in my ears might disguise it. wheres a sleeve when you need it?
Awkward glance..
broken kind of a shuffle.
Cd skips I look down.
He looks away.

momentary blip.

Happy and Always

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