Saturday

climbing moths and monster light

9:09.tonight I sat outside a church and wondered what was going on inside. There was a moth there and she was banging up against a light. I tryed to warn her. She didnt listen. I think the light god burned her. poor poor moth. I do like bugs. They make me feel nice inside. Squirmy and crawly. Happy little bugs. Doing happy little things. Living life and eating each other from the inside out. happy happyI think I might go out later tonight to look at frogs. I should probably change my shoes, as heels are hardly appropriate for looking at frogs. Tonight is definitly a night to be out. Maybe I'll climb a tree and pretend I am a scary climbing monster. I'll look down on everything smile to myself and howl at the moon. What do monsters wear anyways? a pair of beat up broken down vans, an old zip up sweatshirt and a pair of faded jeans. I think thats it. If I was a monster thats what I would wear. Although it would go against all of my skirt wearing princebles.bah.

Happy and Always

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